Showing posts with label dysautonomia. Show all posts
Showing posts with label dysautonomia. Show all posts

Friday, May 10, 2019

EDS Awareness Month: Answering Your Questions! PART TWO

Because connective tissue can be found all throughout the body, there are a lot of secondary or associated conditions that are believed to be connected to EDS--Dysautonomia (POTS, orthostatic hypotension, neurocardiogenic syncope), Chiari Malformation, asthma, heart complications (Mitral Valve Prolapse), Mast Cell Activation Syndrome (MCAS), gastroparesis and other GI motility challenges---and the list continues.
 
Comorbidities
What other conditions do you have?
In addition to EDS, I have Chiari Malformation, craniocervical instability, neurocardiogenic syncope and POTS, bilateral acetabular hip dysplasia (corrected in a procedure called Periacetabular Osteotomy--PAO), gastroparesis and delayed intestinal motility, Hashimoto's, Graves', autoimmune neutropenia, and complex regional pain syndrome (CRPS).
 
POTS
What is POTS? 
Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome (POTS) is a form of dysautonomia (autonomic dysfunction) and a form of orthostatic intolerance. Dysautonomia (autonomic dysfunction) is a term used to describe any disorder/disease/malfunction of the autonomic nervous system. It is associated with Ehlers Danlos Syndrome.

The autonomic nervous system controls functions that we do not consciously think about--blood pressure, heart rate, respiration rate, digestion, etc.

POTS is characterized by an increase in heart rate (tachycardia) of at least 30bpm or more or >120bpm within the first 10 minutes of standing in the absence of orthostatic hypotension.



This is a fantastic video that explains POTS in a simplified way, as disorders of the autonomic nervous system are incredibly complex.

 
Can you explain what its like to live with POTS? How does it affect you?
POTS is exhausting and unpredictable. Living with POTS is like running a marathon that never ends. My body has to work 3x harder when I am upright as compared to a healthy individual. It leaves my body with very little reserve. It can feel like a never-ending flu. I feel dizzy, lightheaded, weak, shaky, nauseous, and painfully exhausted every single day. I have good days and bad days, but symptoms are always present and can hit at unexpected/unpredictable times.

What is the treatment for POTS? How do you treat your POTS?
POTS can be very difficult to treat/manage. There is no cure, so the goal is to alleviate/manage symptoms. Every patient is different. Treatments for POTS include increasing fluid intake, increasing salt consumption, wearing compression stockings, raising the head of the bed, and graduated exercise. If non-pharmacological methods are not enough, there are a number of different medications that people take to decrease heart rate and/or increase blood pressure. 

I went through the standard process of treatment. I started with all of the methods listed above; however, I reached a point where I struggled to get out of bed without fainting and medications were not effective enough. Due to low blood volume, I receive IV fluid 3x/week through a port-a-cath (central line). Though it is not a cure and I still experience symptoms, IV fluid has been the single most effective treatment for me. The use of a central line and IV hydration should be the LAST RESORT as there are risks involved.

Gastroparesis
What is gastroparesis?
Gastroparesis (GP) = delayed stomach emptying. Delayed stomach emptying leads to a backup in the digestive tract and symptoms of nausea, vomiting, bloating, feeling of fullness after just a few bites, abdominal pain, belching, lack of appetite, weight loss and malnutrition.

Literally translated, gastroparesis means "stomach paralysis."
 
Can you eat?
Yes, I can eat. However, I do not tolerate enough food orally to sustain myself from a nutritional and caloric standpoint. As a result, I have a feeding tube. To learn more about feeding tubes click here

How is it treated?
Everyone is different. Treatment varies from diet changes to medications to feeding tubes to surgical intervention and gastric pacing. 

Chiari and CCI
What is Chiari Malformation? 
Chiari Malformation is a neurological disorder where part of the brain (the cerebellar tonsils) herniates or descends out of the skull into the spinal canal. This results in compression of the spinal cord and brain stem. As a result, this compression disrupts the normal flow of cerebrospinal fluid (CSF) leading to disabling neurological symptoms (headaches, occipital neuralgia, numbness and tingling in hands and feet, weakness, nausea/vomiting, dizziness, low blood pressure, and many more).

How were you diagnosed with Chiari?
In 2010, I experienced a CSF leak from an epidural I had placed for hip surgery. This resulted in the most debilitating post-dural puncture headaches. Despite returning to the operating room to have a blood patch to resolve the CSF leak, my headaches never went away. Eventually, a brain MRI confirmed an 8.5mm herniation. 

Symptoms of Chiari Malformation are much more than just headaches


Is there a treatment for Chiari Malformation? Is there a cure?
There is no cure. Treatment focuses on alleviating symptoms. This may include medication and/or surgery to relieve the compression on the brainstem and spinal cord. I underwent a brain surgery (posterior fossa decompression) in 2014. 

To learn more about my journey with Chiari Malformation you can watch my video:



What is CCI? 
CCI stands for craniocervical instability. It is a structural instability of the craniocervical junction, or where the skull and spine meet. This is often seen in conjunction with Chiari Malformation in patients with Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome. Treatment includes the use of a cervical collar, physical therapy (by an EDS knowledgable PT), or a craniocervical fusion. 
 

Concerns about family members
Diet tips for people with POTS?
With POTS it is often common and recommended to increase fluid and salt intake. This helps boost blood volume because where salt goes, water follows. As I am not a physician and cannot offer medical advice, any concerns about dietary changes or the use of multivitamins should be discussed with your doctor.

Thursday, May 2, 2019

EDS Awareness Month: Answering Your Questions! PART ONE



Last month I asked people to send me their questions about EDS and related conditions...you asked some really great questions! 

Due to the number of questions and length of some answers, I have separated the questions into 2 posts. Below are the answers to part one!

General EDS Questions

What is EDS? 
The Ehlers-Danlos syndromes (EDS) are a group of genetic connective tissue disorders. Connective tissue is found in about 80% of the human body and is made up of proteins that support skin, bones, blood vessels, and other organs. EDS is characterized by joint hypermobility, skin hyperextensibility, and tissue fragility. There are currently 13 subtypes. The specific gene mutations are known for all but one subtype- hypermobile EDS (hEDS). The genetic cause varies depending on the particular subtype, but EDS often involves a defect in the protein collagen. Collagen is the glue that holds the body together. 

People with EDS present with joint, skin, and systemic problems. The hypermobile joints are unstable and prone to frequent dislocations and subluxations (partial dislocations). This leads to widespread musculoskeletal pain and early onset of osteoarthritis. People with EDS often have very soft velvety-like skin that is hyperextensible and fragile. The skin may tear or bruise easily, resulting in severe scarring, and slow and poor wound healing. 

Depending on the subtype, people with EDS are also more prone to arterial, intestinal, and uterine fragility or rupture, scoliosis, poor muscle tone, and mitral valve prolapse. 

EDS is a spectrum disorder. The severity varies from person to person. Some are only mildly affected, while others are completely disabled.  No two people with EDS present in exactly the same way, making it incredibly difficult to diagnose and manage. For some, EDS is progressive, with symptoms worsening over time. 

What is the treatment for EDS? Is there a treatment? 
Treatment plans are individualized and focus on managing symptoms, which are widespread and varied. Treatment for EDS may consist of surgery, physical therapy, and bracing or splinting. Making treatment and management of EDS complicated are the comorbid conditions. I will cover questions related to the associated conditions in part two.

Surgery may involve a particular joint with the goal of stabilizing it as best as possible. This often requires creative thinking from the surgical team and the use of allografts (a tissue graft from a donor of the same species as the recipient but not genetically identical.) Joint fusions may be necessary as a last resort. There are a number of non-orthopedic surgeries that are sometimes required as well due to the comorbid/associated conditions (neurosurgery, cardiovascular surgery, GI surgery, etc.).

PT is incredibly important in EDS, but it is also crucial to find a physical therapist that understands EDS. Often times traditional exercises are not effective or safe. Many with EDS also have comorbid conditions that need to be considered as part of the PT treatment plan as well. The goal of PT is to increase muscle strength to better stabilize joints, address muscular imbalances, and improve proprioception.

Bracing and splinting provides additional support and stability to unstable joints. However, the downside to braces/splints is that it can also lead to muscle atrophy, which leads to more instability.

Is there a cure (or one currently being worked on)?
Unfortunately, to date, there is no cure for any of the 13 subtypes of EDS. One of the reasons I am so passionate about raising awareness and helping people better understand EDS and related conditions is awareness leads to more funding and research. Without research, there will be no cure.


What are the differences between the 13 subtypes?
Each subtype has its own set of clinical criteria; however, there are similarities between the different types. Similarities include joint, skin, and systemic manifestations consistent with connective tissue disorders. To learn more about the differences click here!





Is EDS painful?
Yes, for me it is! I deal with anywhere from 1 to 20+ joint dislocations/subluxations every day. Dislocations and subluxations lead to significant joint pain as a result of micro and macro trauma to the surrounding nerves, soft tissue, and bone structures. I experience pain every minute of every day.


What is the difference between dislocations and subluxations?
A dislocation is a "displacement of a bone from its natural position in the joint." This occurs when the two bones that form a joint fully separate from each other. It requires reduction, or manipulation to relocate the bones back to their proper position.

Anterior shoulder dislocation

A subluxation is a partial dislocation in which the bones begin to separate, though not completely. A subluxation can be just as painful as a dislocation and can even be more difficult to address due to widespread muscular imbalances as the body tries to compensate.

 
Medial kneecap subluxation

I know someone who is "double jointed." Is that the same thing as EDS?
First, there is no such thing as being "double jointed." The proper term is joint hypermobility (joints that move beyond normal/expected range). Joint hypermobility is a characteristic of EDS; however, just because someone is hypermobile, does not mean that they have EDS. Additional clinical criteria must be met before a diagnosis of EDS can be made. EDS is much more than just hypermobile joints. Many people with EDS live with a number of different chronic illnesses that affect multiple systems (all due to faulty connective tissue).



EDS Research and Awareness


How has the general awareness of EDS changed since you were first diagnosed? Has it gotten better or worse?
Great question! Awareness of EDS has certainly improved since my initial diagnosis in 2010. When I was diagnosed at 19 years old, hardly anyone knew what EDS was (including healthcare providers).  I often had to spell it out for my doctors just so that they could "Google it." This made it even more difficult to be accurately diagnosed, much less to find a team that understood how best to manage the many manifestations and widespread systemic problems. While it is still not widely known or understood, it is slightly more recognizable in healthcare; that is my experience at least. However, we are nowhere near where we need to be in regards to awareness. There is not enough research. There is not enough expertise. This needs to change.

In 2017, the clinical criteria were updated and new research/literature was released. This also led to new educational resources for healthcare providers and the general public. My hope is that awareness of EDS continues to improve. Increased awareness leads to more research. Without research, we have no hope for a cure.




Life with EDS

When and how were you diagnosed?
I was diagnosed in 2010 at 19 years old (just before turning 20). I was recovering from major reconstructive hip surgery (as a result of hip dysplasia) and due to immobility from the surgery (being unable to weight bear through my leg), my quad muscles atrophied. This led to spontaneous kneecap dislocations every day. I also struggled with near fainting episodes during that time frame as well. Ultimately, my surgeons referred me to genetics due to the spontaneous kneecap dislocations as well as my past history of gymnastics injuries. I was diagnosed based on clinical examination with hypermobile EDS; however, it is now suspected that I have classical EDS (cEDS). 


How do you manage dislocations and EDS?
EDS: First and foremost, physical therapy. I have been in physical therapy for the last 10+ years. The treatment plan and techniques used depend on the particular area we are working on. The goals, as stated above, are to increase strength and stability, improve proprioception, and manage muscular imbalances and dislocations/subluxations. I also utilize braces/splints to provide additional support, and use mobility aids regularly (wheelchair and/or crutches). Though there is no perfect solution and surgery is not a cure, sometimes we reach a point where my quality of life and function with a particular joint is severely impacted and surgery is the best option.
 
Dislocations: For me, the first step in managing a dislocation is to reduce it (or relocate the joint back to its "normal" position). Sometimes this is easy, and other times it just does not seem to go back in correctly. Depending on the severity of the joint dislocation, I either do nothing (after it is relocated), or I brace/splint/immobilize the joint until the surrounding soft tissue has a chance to settle down. Occasionally I require assistance from my PT to address muscular imbalances that occur as a result of a dislocation/subluxation.

How will EDS affect you in the future?
It is difficult to predict how EDS will affect my future as both EDS and chronic illness are truly unpredictable. I can't predict what my body is going to do 10 minutes from now, so how can I predict my future? With that said, EDS can be progressive. It has been for me. I have watched my health decline over the last 4-5 years and I have not been able to regain any sense of stability. So while I would welcome any improvement, realistically, with a chronic and progressive disorder, it is unlikely that my health improves significantly. This reality is stressful and overwhelming at times because it makes planning my future even more challenging. I want to be able to support myself and be independent. I want to be able to contribute to society in a meaningful way. Unfortunately, with no ability to plan, I do not know what my future will hold.

What is one thing you want someone without EDS to know about EDS or how it impacts your life?
In a perfect world, friends and family (and the general public) would understand everything. But that’s unrealistic. I think the ONE thing I want someone without EDS to know about EDS/how it impacts my life is that it's lifelong. EDS is a genetic condition. I was born with it. It is chronic and progressive. It is not going away. I won’t wake up tomorrow and be better. Surgery isn’t a cure. Physical therapy isn’t a cure. Bracing and splinting is really just a band-aid. There is no medication that will fix this. There is NO cure. The concept of chronic and progressive illnesses seems to baffle people. They really struggle with the idea that there are health conditions that exist without a starting point and an end.

There are so many things I wish people understood. It is not possible to cover them all. It is also not realistic for me to expect people to understand what it is like to live with chronic, unpredictable, progressive illnesses. That is something that you only truly understand when you are living it. I am blessed with family and friends who want to understand and for that, I am forever grateful. Not everyone is as lucky to be surrounded by a wonderful support system. 

What is the hardest/worst part about having EDS?
I think the unpredictability of EDS and chronic illness is the hardest part. Every day is different. I have very little control over what my body does on any given day and that makes it very difficult to plan too far in advance. I often feel guilty canceling plans last minute, and sometimes push myself more than I should because of this guilt. For someone who likes to be in control of situations, I have very little control.

What is the biggest lesson you have learned from EDS?
EDS has taught me so much. It has taught me how to adapt and how to live despite my illness and altered reality. It has taught me to persevere and to trust my instincts and fight for what I believe in. Everyday with EDS I learn. I learn more about myself, my abilities, and my strengths.

My life with EDS and chronic illness is not the one I had envisioned for myself. I had envisioned a life in Boston, working as a nurse at my favorite hospital (the hospital that has done so much for me). I envisioned pursuing a Master's in Case Management and/or Genetics to help others like myself navigate a complicated system. I had hoped to make a positive difference in people's lives. That is not my reality though. So the biggest lesson I have learned is how to adapt to life's circumstances to redefine myself, my goals, and my dreams.

How does EDS effect people with respect to their work life? Are people with EDS able to manage to have jobs/careers?
EDS is a spectrum disorder. Some are only mildly affected, while others are completely disabled. Some are able to work full-time with very little difficulty. Others are able to work part-time. Yet,  some may not be able to work at all. 

I am a Registered Nurse. I worked incredibly hard for my license; however, unfortunately, I am unable to work at this time. I do volunteer as a nurse at a barn that provides programs for special needs children. This allows me to feel purposeful.

My health changes constantly. I live with unrelenting pain and fatigue. In addition to EDS, I also have Chiari Malformation, craniocervical instability, neurocardiogenic syncope and POTS (autonomic dysfunction), gastroparesis and delayed intestinal motility, Hashimoto's, Graves', autoimmune neutropenia, and complex regional pain syndrome (CRPS). With the unpredictability of having so many chronic illnesses, I never know how I am going to feel on a given day or week. It is a frustrating reality, as I want nothing more than to be able to support myself and contribute to society.


What aids do you use regularly? Do you need to use mobility aids and braces consistently?
Due to joint dislocations, joint pain, fatigue, and autonomic dysfunction (POTS) I use a variety of different mobility aids depending on my situation. Sometimes I require a wheelchair for longer outings or circumstances that would require me being on my feet for too long. Due to POTS, I cannot stand for extended periods of time without pre-syncopal/syncopal (fainting) episodes. I am also struggling with right hip dislocations/instability that make weight bearing through my leg very difficult. I am a high fall risk as a result, and a fall leads to other dislocations and injuries. 

For shorter outings, I use forearm crutches. The challenge with crutches, however, is that my right shoulder is incredibly unstable and often dislocates when I apply too much weight through my arm. This can also lead to falls, and with joints that don't stay in place, falls are less than ideal.  

My wheelchair allows me to do fun things with family and friends!








Wednesday, May 1, 2019

Tuesday, August 28, 2018

Organization: Medical Supplies and Portfolio

Let's talk about organization. Organization is my thing. Not only am I prepared for nearly every situation but I am ridiculously organized (almost to a fault). I suppose it comes with being a perfectionist. Perhaps its my way of trying to regain some control in my life. Regardless, for me, my life runs more smoothly when everything is in order. In fact, a lot of people have told me they wish I could organize their life.

My closet it color coded, my medical supplies are organized by categories, my medical folder (accordion) is organized by specialty, and I keep all of the most important documents (copies at least) in a portfolio that I always have with me. Even my backpack is organized (see post on What's in my "Purse": Chronic Illness Edition). Basically, everything has a place. I may be the only one who understands my system, but seeing as I am responsible for my own health and treatments, that's okay!

I will break this post down into different sections and explain how I organize each area. Keep in mind that it is not possible to break down every little detail but I will do my best to show you my system. Maybe it will help some people understand how my brain works (because this is how I organize my life...not just medical stuff).

Medical Supplies
I have A LOT of medical supplies. This is largely due to the fact that I have a central line and there are a lot of supplies that are needed to not only care for a port-a-cath but for running infusions through my line. I have a system in place that accounts for daily and weekly needs, as well as a storage system for as needed and extra supplies. This also makes it really easy for me to pack for trips as everything is broken down into categories and I can go through my checklist and grab what I need from my different bins.

Extra Supplies and PRN (as needed) Supplies
My bins are organized by category. I have 3 main bins in my room.
1) Port and infusion supplies
Bin contains: extra access kit, swab caps, alcohol swab sticks and skin prep, chlorhexidine wipes, extra dressings, emesis bags, masks, sterile and non-sterile gloves, Purell, hand wipes, alcohol wipes, thermometer 
*Not pictured- bin of extra infusion bags and extra boxes of flushes (saline and heparin)

2) Tubing for infusions
Tubing takes up a lot of room as I have two different types-- dial-a-flow (gravity) tubing and pump tubing. I also change my tubing with each infusion so I go through at least 3 per week.

Dial-a-flow tubing and pump tubing with batteries (for the pump)

3) Allergy and asthma supplies

I have allergic asthma and do daily nebulizer treatments in the Spring and the Fall so I go through this bin quite often. This is also where I store any backup rescue medications (epi-pens, inhalers, nebulizer solutions, benadryl, etc.). If it has to do with breathing or allergies, it goes in this bin!
Bin contains: rescue medications (for nebulizer), tubing and masks (for nebulizer), extra spacers, extra rescue inhalers, extra nasal sprays and other allergy medications and creams, extra epi-pens

How I store my masks (there is another door as well not pictured)
Weekly Supplies
I do weekly infusions (3x/week) and I tend to run my fluids at night while I am in bed. As a result, I have a side table with drawers that has everything I would need to run a bag of fluids. I simply restock these drawers from my extra supplies when I am running low. The drawers typically hold at least 2 weeks worth of infusion supplies.

Tubing, alcohol wipes, flushes (heparin and saline), batteries, tubing caps

Bags of fluid (Lactated Ringer's and Normal Saline)


Daily Supplies
I have various treatments everyday. While I may not be infusing fluids all the time, as long as my port is accessed I have to flush the line daily. I also have daily medications, breathing treatments, and various PRN (as needed) medications that I may take. This is all organized on my bathroom counter.


Daily flushes (saline and heparin), alcohol wipes, swab caps, extra biopatches and injection caps, PRN (as needed) medications, bandaids, Purell, syringes


*On the main floor of our house I have pre-made access kits. I recycle the zip-lock bags my infusion company sends me with monthly deliveries to make these ready-made kits. Because we access my port every Monday (downstairs), it is easier to have them on the same level.


Access bags, extra supplies for the kits


Medical Folder/Accordion 
I have accumulated a lot of files over the years. I have visit summaries from appointments, insurance documents (bills, claims, etc.), discharge summaries from hospitalizations, operative reports, physical therapy summaries, and more imaging discs than I can count.

I have organized the accordion by medical specialty and topic. I have a separate binder of all of my x-rays, MRIs, and CT scans. I ALWAYS ask for copies when I have imaging done so that I don't have to track them down later if another specialist requests to see them.


Imaging binder


I also request operative notes/reports at my first post-op visit so that I always have them on hand as well. In the past, I have had issues with some hospitals and getting records when requested. I have found it less stressful to ask for the records during appointments as they can usually print them right then and there. It saves a lot of time spent on the phone trying to figure out why a specialist never received your records.

Two accordion folders: (left) insurance files; (right) specialists and other medical
Inside look

Medical Portfolio 
My medical portfolio is a collection of documents I have found important to have with me for new patient appointments with specialists.



What I include:
  • Complete medical history (combination of everything else on this list)
  • Diagnoses
  • Surgeries
  • Current medications and allergies 
  • Anaphylaxis protocol
  • Specialist contact information
  • Port-a-cath placement radiology report and x-ray disc (many facilities have their own policy on using central lines and almost everyone requires proof that the line is in the correct place)- I update this once a year 
  • Neurosurgery operative report 
  • Genetics letter confirming diagnosis of EDS 
  • Current diagnostic criteria for EDS
  • Information sheets on Dysautonomia, POTS, EDS, and Chiari Malformation 
  • Recent labs 
  • Pad of paper for notes 

 

Information on POTS, Chiari Malformation

EDS diagnostic criteria, information on Dysautonomia

I also have business cards for my specialists so I can give it to other doctors who may want to contact someone else on my health team. I make sure to carry a pen with me as well (both in the binder and in my backpack).

I am constantly updating my portfolio. If I come across something that would be important to have with me, I make copies and add them as necessary.

I am in the process of coming up with a "Treatment Protocol" that my PCP and cardiologist will sign to make it easier for me to seek help in an acute situation. With my complicated history, many facilities simply do not know what to do with me. Having a treatment protocol signed by two members of my healthcare team should help provide some guidance to new providers should I need to seek emergency treatment or care.

When you are complicated, it pays to be organized! 

Thursday, July 19, 2018

Flares with Chronic Illness

Different problems flare in different ways.



A flare with EDS typically involves an increase in pain (and instability) in specific joints. For example, a bad dislocation of my shoulder can lead to severe pain (and bruising) for days and the need to immobilize for a period of time to allow the shoulder (and all of the supporting tissue) to calm down. The same applies to all of my joints.

When my neck "flares" I am typically dealing with several cervical rotations that lead to unpleasant neurological symptoms. Fortunately, we are pretty good at figuring out the cause of the problem based on the specific set of symptoms I am experiencing. To manage I receive manual therapy weekly to work through the cervical rotations and muscle tension. I  also wear a cervical collar when the neck pain and instability are unmanageable (I try to avoid the cervical collar as much as possible as my neck muscles tend to “forget” to hold my head up after wearing the collar for extended periods of time).

A flare for POTS usually involves several days or weeks with a lower blood pressure than my normal baseline, tachycardia at rest and with standing, difficulty tolerating being upright for more than a few minutes, more pre-syncopal and syncopal episodes, and usually the need to increase IV fluids and blood pressure medications for a period of time. A POTS flare can be caused by a number of different factors--dehydration, heat intolerance, too much exertion (such as with travel), illness, cervical rotations (a flare in my neck can lead to a flare in POTS---the body is connected).

A flare with MCAS involves allergic reactions (primarily rashes) to unknown allergens/triggers more regularly. Sometimes a MCAS flare leads to an asthma flare (as I have allergic asthma). I wear a mask for precautionary reasons and always in the presence of grass (as that triggers an asthma attack almost instantly).

CRPS flares often bring the most panic because I have no medication options anymore with the exception of Ketamine. I try my best to avoid tiggers and until recently CRPS had been in remission. Unfortunately, my body decided to react to the hardware in my leg and that has led to a flare of CRPS. With a flare, I get severe pain in my legs. They feel like they are on fire and even the breeze blowing against my legs is excruciatingly painful. Hopefully, having just removed the hardware, this particular flare will subside and I’ll return to baseline shortly. In the meantime I will work on desensitization techniques by using different textures to rub on the problematic area(a).

For GI issues (gastroparesis), I am not sure what a flare is at this point as I haven’t tolerated food in a very long time. If not tolerating food is a flare then I have been stuck in this flare for 2 years.

Flares are frustrating but inevitable. Sometimes they occur with no known trigger or reason. Other times they occur as a result of pushing yourself. Often times, multiple problems are flaring at the same time. It is exhausting and just adds to my baseline fatigue. But you can’t stop living your life just to avoid the repercussions. It’s important to find a balance.

It is important to remember that there are many faces to chronic illness and everyone experiences flares and symptoms differently. 

Tuesday, July 10, 2018

Welcome Back

Wow! It has been a long time since my last post; more than 2 years. As one could imagine, a lot has happened and changed in my life. However, I have been thinking about coming back to this blog for awhile now and I think I just may give it another shot. Given the significant time lapse, I will update on my joints and POTS in this post, and provide an update for other systems in a separate post.

But a quick "life" update: 2016 was the worst year of my life. My dad passed away on January 4, 2016 from esophageal cancer. It was without question the hardest thing I have ever had to go through (and grief never really goes away...so it is something I am still dealing with 2.5 years later). I miss him everyday and would give anything for more time with him.



I am also a Registered Nurse, however, I realized early in 2016 that working in a clinical capacity (at least for me) was not possible with EDS, POTS, and everything else. I still have hope that I will be able to use my degrees and license to work in the field someday but I have not been able to work, aside from some volunteer administrative nursing work, since graduating nursing school. The priority has been to get my health back on track, which is proving to be very difficult.


POTS and PORT-A-CATH
(Background)- I was diagnosed in 2014 (during nursing school) with Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome (POTS). POTS is a form of autonomic dysfunction (Dysautonomia). The autonomic nervous system controls the functions of the body that you do not consciously think about, such as heart rate, blood pressure, digestion, pupil dilation, and temperature regulation. POTS is not uncommon amongst EDS patients, and I have had issues with my blood pressure and heart rate for a long time (dating back to high school). We had hoped that the decompression for Chiari in December of 2014 would eliminate (or decrease) my POTS symptoms but that did not happen.

As a result, it became clear that EDS is the underlying cause of my POTS. Because of faulty connective tissue, my blood vessels are too stretchy and weak. When I stand up blood pools in my lower extremities instead of working its way back up to the heart and brain. This leads to dizziness, lightheadedness, tachycardia and a host of other symptoms.
(The video below is a simplified explanation of POTS)



Aside from upright posture, one of my main triggers is heat and dehydration. My body does not regulate temperature correctly and therefore it does not effectively cool itself down when it overheats. These are all automatic processes in the body, things that I cannot control. For 2 years I tried a combination of different medications and lifestyle changes, but nothing seemed to control my symptoms and I struggled to get out of bed. As a result, I had a port-a-cath placed in August of 2016 and began regular (weekly) home IV infusions of normal saline and Lactated Ringer's. This has had the biggest positive impact on my overall health, however, it is not a cure and I still have episodes where I feel like I am going to faint. I also have overwhelming fatigue and exercise intolerance. I did not truly understand how someone with chronic fatigue could be so tired all the time, until I experienced it myself.

The port is also great for EDS because with surgeries, we always struggle to find a vein that can hold an IV throughout my hospitalization. Two weeks after I had the port placed I had my fourth open reconstructive shoulder surgery and the port was used as the primary access point for fluids and antibiotics. It was incredibly helpful. I have had my port for almost 2 years and while it should certainly be used as a last resort when all else has failed, it was one of the best decisions we made.

LEFT SHOULDER
The shoulder surgery I had in September of 2016 was a relatively new procedure. It was also the first time my surgeon had performed this particular surgery. It involved taking a cadaver graft and anchoring it into the joint to act as the labrum. It was then screwed to the outside of the humerus. A MRI revealed that my labrum (cartilage in the shoulder joint) was virtually nonexistent. I was experiencing painful dislocations everyday and as a result of the wear and tear, my labrum became extinct. The graft provides more cushion and stability within the joint, as well as acts like an internal sling. Following the placement of the graft, my surgeon also performed another capsular shift (wrapped the capsule around the joint).

I spent 8 weeks in an abduction sling (pillow sling). Typically patients are encouraged to start pendulums as early as 1 week post-op. I was told not to move my arm at all for 8 weeks. With EDS, we do not want to encourage ROM as that generally comes back without any issues. Overall, the recovery process was very slow and frustrating, but today, almost 2 years removed from the surgery, my left shoulder feels stable (it still slides posteriorly at times but I can live with that) and I have full ROM. Hopefully the stability remains for a long time!

RIGHT SHOULDER
The right shoulder was actually more "unstable" than the left prior to surgery in 2016, however, the dislocations were easy (see below for my explanation of dislocations). I was having a lot of rib subluxations with the left shoulder instability and that triggered a flare in POTS and neurological symptoms (another reminder that everything in the body is connected). Because this is a relatively new procedure for my surgeon, we had planned on waiting at least 6 months post-op to determine if we should perform the same procedure on the right shoulder. Unfortunately, before we were able to address the right shoulder, my right hip starting dislocating anteriorly and that became the priority. We will address the right shoulder eventually as it dislocates multiple times everyday and at this point does not sit properly in the socket.

LEFT AND RIGHT HIPS
Right 
Both labrums are torn again (I have lost count at how many times I have torn them). In July of 2015 (after I finished my nursing school requirements) I had hip surgery to repair a labral tear in the right hip. In less than a year the labrum was torn again. However, my left shoulder was wreaking havoc so I just tried to manage my hip pain as best as possible...until everything changed!

In late-January 2017, as I was getting out of bed, my right leg completely gave out on me and I had an excruciating pain in the front of my hip with a pop and feeling of immense pressure. I felt like someone had just pulled my hip off my body. As I sat on the ground trying to understand what had just happened, I realized that my hip had subluxated (partial dislocation) anteriorly (front of hip). It was the first time I had ever experienced a hip subluxation (despite having hip dysplasia) and I knew this was a problem. (REWIND: In 2010 and 2011 I had left and right PAOs to provide more anterior coverage of the femoral head--essentially to create deeper sockets and correct hip dysplasia--this should have provided more stability). I called and left a message for my surgeon in Boston, who wasted no time getting back to me. We talked about what I felt and he agreed that it sounded like my hip subluxated. He advised me to wear my hip brace until I could get back to Boston to be evaluated. In March of 2017, with a dynamic ultrasound (created at Boston Children's to evaluate hip instability objectively), it was confirmed that my hip was severely unstable. In neutral position, my hip was sitting out of the socket by 5.8mm (it should sit at 0) and that just increased as we moved through different degrees of extension (your hip should move no more than 1-2mm total--my position in neutral surpassed that). The severity of the instability meant that I would need an open reconstruction with an allograft to essentially recreate a capsule. I had that surgery in December 2017.

I spent 4 days in the hospital. Complicating recovery was the fact that they discovered DURING surgery that my rectus femoris (the largest quad muscle) had somehow detached itself sometime before surgery (we suspect when my hip first came out in early 2017). This explained why I could not activate my quad for the 11 months prior to surgery and also why the recovery was so painfully slow and frustrating. It took my quad 4.5 months to fire (I could not even advance my leg effectively with crutches), PT was excruciatingly painful, and because my left kneecap was dislocating too (I will get to that disaster later), I spent the first 5 months in a wheelchair.

Unfortunately, despite finally getting my quad to fire again, we learned in June 2018 that my graft had torn (likely in January/February) and did not scar back down. As a result, the surgery failed and another ultrasound confirmed that my hip was unstable again. There are likely multiple factors contributing to my right hip instability so simply replacing the torn graft probably would not work. My surgeon is discussing my case with several specialists in order to determine the best course of action. However, it will not be a simple solution.

Left
The labrum in my left hip has been torn for almost 3 years. It is painful. It pops and catches almost everyday. However, we really cannot go back in to fix it as the reality is it would likely cause more problems. My hip surgeon has a lot of experience with EDS and is a specialist in arthroscopic hip surgery. Because of my right hip situation (the capsule becoming virtually useless and my hip subluxating) and the fact that most of his EDS patients re-tear their labrum within a year of the surgery, he no longer wants to do hip surgery involving the capsule on EDS patients. Every time you open the capsule there is a greater chance that it will not heal properly and this probability is increased when the patient has an underlying connective tissue disorder. So although labral tears are painful, the consequences of surgery on an EDS hip are far worse. I personally would not recommend having arthroscopic hip surgery if you have EDS (particularly if you have a severe case), even if you have an experienced surgeon (which mine is). So...my labrum will remain torn. We have no options for my left hip at this time.

LEFT KNEECAP
Where do I even begin with my left kneecap? Back in 2010 I had an MPFL reconstruction with a cadaver graft to stabilize the kneecap from lateral dislocations. At the time I was experiencing 20+ kneecap dislocations a day. We elected to hold off on a Tibial Tubercle Transfer Osteotomy, believing that "less is more." After all, the MPFL reconstruction is not a minor procedure and my Q-angle measurement was borderline. We have learned A LOT about EDS and measurements since 2010 and in hindsight (which is always 20-20) we probably should have also done a TTT osteotomy.

I managed to go 6 years without left kneecap dislocations, which we considered successful. However, in late 2016, my left kneecap started subluxating laterally (to the outside) again. In early 2017 I was experiencing complete dislocations, which then progressed to lateral AND medial dislocations.

When someone dislocates their kneecap it almost always goes laterally (to the outside of your knee). Based on our anatomy, a kneecap should NOT dislocate medially. This is incredibly uncommon. In fact, there are only a handful of cases discussed in literature, most of which came following a lateral release procedure.

Both of my surgeons were skeptical at first when I was describing medial dislocations. However, when they were able to evaluate my kneecap in late 2017 and again in early 2018, it became clear that my kneecap was dislocating in both directions. Unfortunately, there is no surgical procedure to date that addresses medial kneecap instability. And as is the case with most of my problems, there are a number of factors contributing to the situation. I see my surgeon again this week to further discuss surgical options for stabilizing the left kneecap, but based on our last discussion, it will be a very invasive and complicated procedure.

Currently my left kneecap is the priority. I cannot walk on it without my kneecap moving. In fact, at rest the kneecap does not even sit in place.  It is incredibly painful. For me to make progress with mobility, and to be able to address other problem areas, the kneecap needs to be stabilized. No procedure will be perfect. But at this point, something has to be better than this (see below):

Medialization of the patella (non-weight bearing)

LEFT ANKLE
About 2 and 3 months ago I rolled my ankle. This prompted me to go back into a walking boot (though because of my knee I am not really weight-bearing anyway). I found out 3 weeks ago that I actually broke my foot again when I rolled my ankle. I have another avulsion fracture of the 5th metatarsal. My left ankle instability is severe. I have no lateral ligament support anymore. However, given the severity of some of my other joints, I am perfectly content wearing a walking boot and/or brace (when my foot is not broken) for now.


How I classify/describe my dislocations: 
Easy- easy to reduce (relocate), not very painful, no additional immobilization or support needed

Bad- painful, difficult to reduce, usually requires immobilization, can take weeks to calm down, often leads to numbness and tingling for days, may also impact surrounding tissue negatively (Ex: ribs and scapula tend to shift with bad shoulder dislocations which leads to painful muscle spasms and tension that we work through in physical therapy)
Bad shoulder dislocation and the first time I ever needed to go to the ER for a dislocation!
In my next post I will update on my new GI diagnosis and headaches/cervical instability.